I have that feeling again... the tippsy, exciting, make me want to burst out in giggles, butterflies in my stomach, feeling. Hanging out with someone new gives me these feelings, the excitment of learning something new, experiencing something new, liking someone new and feeling something new. The butterflies are a wonderful, amazing feeling that occurs in me a few times a day when I think about a past love, a potential new love and or sometimes even just chatting with someone new for a short bit. But today I wondered, can the butterflies ever die? Can one become immune to the feeling? I am not one to date consistantly, however, I fear that if I do, will I eventually lose the ability to get butterflies over one person? will dating cause me to alter my future potential to feel butterflies for 'the one'? This fear could immobilize me to date people whom I don't want to waste the ability to fly on.. and only stick to people I could see myself with in the future. So I have to ask myself, is dating worthwhile? Should I spend my time and energy on someone I am only a little attracted to, but still gives me a case of the butterflies?
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